First of all, I would like to make things clear regarding my post "IGNORAT AND HYPOCRITAL"; if you will read my statement very closely I am only referring to few people. Therefore, if I was misunderstood by any one, I apologize for the mis-understanding, but I hope if any one has not done anything wrong to me you should not react or feel guilty to whatever I post on my blog. If any one does not like my blog, do not read or care about my blog. If you care about my mother then you should do what is right to convince her to change her ways. Stop using my brother's death for her destructive ways with her life presently, because she has been like that way before my brother's death, and we all know, enough is enough. I would also like to apologize for removing the recorded conversation, due to a family member's request.
Again, please do not react or feel guilty to whatever I post on my blog, but only react If you are willing to help my mom and me, to solve the problem and to learn to communicate, to make our family (Herrera clan and Benavides clan) and relationship closer and stronger away from destructive.
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
"DREAMCATCHER GRAPHICS DESIGN"
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Danny Herrera
Cell; #09162625060 or 09204136069
"PUPPET"
It has been 36th days now since I got kicked out of my mom’s house and since I had spoken to her. My mom really doesn’t care about my situation or what ever happens to me. When my brother was alive she always worries about him and she would not allow my brother to live uncomfortable. She would always worry about what to feed my brother or how his conditions were all the time. She could not even last 1 week of not speaking to my brother whenever they had an argument. For me, it’s a whole different world and I had to live with it ever since, just because I was never raised by her and because she never forgave my dad, It’s like I’m only a piece of garbage to her.
Every time she had a problem with my brother, sister in law or my stepfather, she would always call me so she could release her feelings, and I would only listen and comfort her all the time, because I was never allowed to suggest anything to her. She could not see that I was always there to listen during her stressful days, because I am only her puppet. She can’t even see and accept my concern for her now, and I had been patient for so many years. Yet, no matter what she does to me I still love her and I am not willing to give up on her. She is my mother, but I am also her son who doesn’t deserve what I went through with her.
Eventually, I know for a fact that this situation will all end, but I just hope that things will change for our best interest. I just don’t know when that will happen, but I will be strong and not give up no matter what people say that I handled my situation wrong or even my reputation is tarnish or I had rebuke some people, as long as I made my mom change her ways and save my mom from destroying her life.
Every time she had a problem with my brother, sister in law or my stepfather, she would always call me so she could release her feelings, and I would only listen and comfort her all the time, because I was never allowed to suggest anything to her. She could not see that I was always there to listen during her stressful days, because I am only her puppet. She can’t even see and accept my concern for her now, and I had been patient for so many years. Yet, no matter what she does to me I still love her and I am not willing to give up on her. She is my mother, but I am also her son who doesn’t deserve what I went through with her.
Eventually, I know for a fact that this situation will all end, but I just hope that things will change for our best interest. I just don’t know when that will happen, but I will be strong and not give up no matter what people say that I handled my situation wrong or even my reputation is tarnish or I had rebuke some people, as long as I made my mom change her ways and save my mom from destroying her life.
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
"STATEMENT"
People think that I was wrong to start my blog, but I know for a fact that my blog is being effective. My blog has reached people that I know and people who are strangers to me, who gave me good advices that will benefit my mom and me. I am surprised that there are people who are really concern for my mom and I to work things out, and I really appreciate their concern. I may not admit to you all “FOR NOW” that I am wrong to post my blog, but I know that my blog is making a change. Some of us are very conservative and some of us are very modern, but there are situations in our life that we don’t have to be either one just to deal with a situation that will benefit not only me, but all of us.
I am not trying to destroy my relationship with any member of our family neither burn bridges with any one and my door will always remain open for any one, but I am not expecting for every one to take my side, because I know some people may disagree with the way I handled my situation with my mom, but don’t deprive me from my right to do what I decided on how to straighten up my mom’s head, because nobody had experience my situation with my mom, and some people had not experienced owing a lot of money in the Philippines that a person could be sent to jail or get hurt, If a person can not pay off a debt from a person.
I had opened my mom’s closet to reveal her skeleton pertaining to gambling, my relationship with my mom and financial debts, but I had not revealed her other skeletons which are worst than what I had revealed. I admit that I do have skeletons myself which I am not ashamed to take it out off my closet, but I will not do so, for my family’s sake and there is no need because I had already straighten up my head and I had paid my debts.I am only trying to make her change for herself and for the people she is affecting with her ways. That is why I will not allow my mom to take the driver seat any longer, because she has been going the wrong path for “MANY YEARS” and because enough is enough.
My recorded conversation that I had posted on my blog was originally recorded for good intention’s, and I had not violated our privacy because it was my own conversation with my mom and that conversation that I had recorded was not private because before I had posted my recording on my blog a lot of people knows already about our conversation because my mom had told numerous people already. No one has the right to say my conversation was/is private if I chose not to be private.
My way or your way, love or no love it doesn’t matter, and win or loose this debate I will not regret if nobody take’s my side, at least I know for sure that I had made a change.
I am not trying to destroy my relationship with any member of our family neither burn bridges with any one and my door will always remain open for any one, but I am not expecting for every one to take my side, because I know some people may disagree with the way I handled my situation with my mom, but don’t deprive me from my right to do what I decided on how to straighten up my mom’s head, because nobody had experience my situation with my mom, and some people had not experienced owing a lot of money in the Philippines that a person could be sent to jail or get hurt, If a person can not pay off a debt from a person.
I had opened my mom’s closet to reveal her skeleton pertaining to gambling, my relationship with my mom and financial debts, but I had not revealed her other skeletons which are worst than what I had revealed. I admit that I do have skeletons myself which I am not ashamed to take it out off my closet, but I will not do so, for my family’s sake and there is no need because I had already straighten up my head and I had paid my debts.I am only trying to make her change for herself and for the people she is affecting with her ways. That is why I will not allow my mom to take the driver seat any longer, because she has been going the wrong path for “MANY YEARS” and because enough is enough.
My recorded conversation that I had posted on my blog was originally recorded for good intention’s, and I had not violated our privacy because it was my own conversation with my mom and that conversation that I had recorded was not private because before I had posted my recording on my blog a lot of people knows already about our conversation because my mom had told numerous people already. No one has the right to say my conversation was/is private if I chose not to be private.
My way or your way, love or no love it doesn’t matter, and win or loose this debate I will not regret if nobody take’s my side, at least I know for sure that I had made a change.
Sunday, August 3, 2008
"IGNORANT AND HYPOCRITAL"
I’m tired of people (B member) telling me not to worry about my mom and that they will take care of my mom when she gets old. Hello people!!! Wake up and smell the coffee!!!!How are you all going to pay for my mom’s medicine and hospital bills? Especially now that inflation is going up high, and they are having a hard time with their life and with their own mother and family already, they expect me to rely on them? They’re only saying that because they are being ignorant or they just don’t care if my mom destroys her life gambling as long as they get to rely on my mom financially for now. They are so ignorant about my point of view and they are so confident that they will be able to take care of my mom when she gets old. They just don’t care how much money my mom loses gambling, because they are so happy going with my mom at the casino because they get their own kickback every time they go. What a bunch of ignorant and I would love to see the time that they can’t take care of my mom, If they keep on letting my mom gamble and my mom can’t pay off her debts.
One of my aunt (B member) told me that they can’t stop my mom from going to casino and I should not bother stopping my mom, because my brother died recently and my mom is only trying to get her mind off my brother. How ignorant can she be, when she knows how hard life here in the Philippines, and which my mom already raised her youngest daughter? Her daughter is lucky than me because my mom raised her and put her in one of the good college here in the Philippines. Her daughter disrespects her because she grew up with my mom and I know her daughter would not take care of her when my aunt gets old. Because her daughter does not have the same love that I have for my mom, no matter what my mom’s personality or what my mom did to me.
Another aunt(B member) of mine told me to mind my own business and also told me to just let my mom gamble to get her mind off my brother. That’s another ignorant statement coming from a gambler herself. She is already having a hard time paying her bills and she has the nerve to make a statement like that? She even perceived that I’m trying to be my brother who died recently. HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!! I never dreamed of becoming like my brother or take his place and I am not interested with whatever my brother left behind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM ONLY CONCERN ABOUT MY MOM’S GAMBLING ADDICTION, UNCONTROLLABLE DEBTS FROM DIFFERENT PEOPLE, BECAUSE I AM ONLY CONCERN FOR MY MOM’S FUTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT A BUNCH OF IGNORANT AND HYPOCRITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
One of my aunt (B member) told me that they can’t stop my mom from going to casino and I should not bother stopping my mom, because my brother died recently and my mom is only trying to get her mind off my brother. How ignorant can she be, when she knows how hard life here in the Philippines, and which my mom already raised her youngest daughter? Her daughter is lucky than me because my mom raised her and put her in one of the good college here in the Philippines. Her daughter disrespects her because she grew up with my mom and I know her daughter would not take care of her when my aunt gets old. Because her daughter does not have the same love that I have for my mom, no matter what my mom’s personality or what my mom did to me.
Another aunt(B member) of mine told me to mind my own business and also told me to just let my mom gamble to get her mind off my brother. That’s another ignorant statement coming from a gambler herself. She is already having a hard time paying her bills and she has the nerve to make a statement like that? She even perceived that I’m trying to be my brother who died recently. HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!! I never dreamed of becoming like my brother or take his place and I am not interested with whatever my brother left behind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM ONLY CONCERN ABOUT MY MOM’S GAMBLING ADDICTION, UNCONTROLLABLE DEBTS FROM DIFFERENT PEOPLE, BECAUSE I AM ONLY CONCERN FOR MY MOM’S FUTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT A BUNCH OF IGNORANT AND HYPOCRITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, August 2, 2008
"JOKE TIME"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hello everyone!!!!!! I know some of you probably cried about my blog, so I had posted this joke to make some of you laugh.......................
This one is about a smart boy and his teacher...................
A first-grade teacher, Ms Neelam (age 28), was having trouble with one of her students. She asked, "Boy, what is your problem?" Boy answered, "I'm too smart for the first-grade. My sister is in the third-grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the third-grade too!"
Ms Neelam had enough. She took Boy by the hand to the principal's office. While Boy waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms Neelam he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the first-grade and behave. She agreed.
Boy was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test.
Principal: "What is 3 x 3?"
Boy: "9".
Principal: "What is 6 x 6?"
Boy: "36".
And so it went with every question the principal thought a third-grade should know. The principal looks at Ms Neelam and tells her, "I think Boy can go to the third-grade."
Ms Neelam says to the principal, "I have some of my own questions. Can I ask him ?" The principal and Boy both agree.
Ms Neelam asks, "What does a cow have four of that I have only two of?
Boy, after a moment, "Legs."
Ms Neelam: "What is in your pants that you have but I do not have?"
Boy: "Pockets."
Ms Neelam: What starts with a C and ends with a T, is hairy, oval, delicious and contains thin whitish liquid?
Boy: "Coconut."
Ms Neelam: What goes in hard and pink then comes out soft and sticky? The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer, Boy was taking charge.
Boy: "Bubblegum."
Ms Neelam: What does a man do standing up, a woman does sitting down and a dog does on three legs? The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer. Boy: "Shake hands."
Ms Neelam: Now I will ask some "Who am I" sort of questions, okay?
Boy: "Yep."
Ms Neelam: You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up. I get wet before you do.
Boy: "Tent."
Ms Neelam: A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you're bored. The best man always has me first. The Principal was looking restless, a bit tense and took one large Patiala Vodka peg.
Boy: "Wedding Ring."
Ms Neelam: I come in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When you blow me, you feel good.
Boy: "Nose."
Ms Neelam: I have a stiff shaft. My tip penetrates. I come with a quiver.
Boy: "Arrow."
Ms Neelam: What word starts with 'F' and ends 'K' that means a lot of heat and excitement?
Boy: "Firetruck."
Ms Neelam: What word starts with a 'F' and ends in a 'K' & if you don't get it you have to use your hand?
Boy: "Fork."
Ms Neelam: What is it that all men have one of, it's longer on some men than on others, the pope doesn't use his and a man gives it to his wife after they're married?
Boy: "Surname."
Ms Neelam: What part of the man has no bone but has muscles, has lots of veins, like pumping, & is responsible for making love?
Boy: "Heart."
The principal breathed a sigh of relief and said to the teacher, "Send this Boy to College... I got the last ten questions all wrong..................
This one is about a smart boy and his teacher...................
A first-grade teacher, Ms Neelam (age 28), was having trouble with one of her students. She asked, "Boy, what is your problem?" Boy answered, "I'm too smart for the first-grade. My sister is in the third-grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the third-grade too!"
Ms Neelam had enough. She took Boy by the hand to the principal's office. While Boy waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms Neelam he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the first-grade and behave. She agreed.
Boy was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test.
Principal: "What is 3 x 3?"
Boy: "9".
Principal: "What is 6 x 6?"
Boy: "36".
And so it went with every question the principal thought a third-grade should know. The principal looks at Ms Neelam and tells her, "I think Boy can go to the third-grade."
Ms Neelam says to the principal, "I have some of my own questions. Can I ask him ?" The principal and Boy both agree.
Ms Neelam asks, "What does a cow have four of that I have only two of?
Boy, after a moment, "Legs."
Ms Neelam: "What is in your pants that you have but I do not have?"
Boy: "Pockets."
Ms Neelam: What starts with a C and ends with a T, is hairy, oval, delicious and contains thin whitish liquid?
Boy: "Coconut."
Ms Neelam: What goes in hard and pink then comes out soft and sticky? The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer, Boy was taking charge.
Boy: "Bubblegum."
Ms Neelam: What does a man do standing up, a woman does sitting down and a dog does on three legs? The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer. Boy: "Shake hands."
Ms Neelam: Now I will ask some "Who am I" sort of questions, okay?
Boy: "Yep."
Ms Neelam: You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up. I get wet before you do.
Boy: "Tent."
Ms Neelam: A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you're bored. The best man always has me first. The Principal was looking restless, a bit tense and took one large Patiala Vodka peg.
Boy: "Wedding Ring."
Ms Neelam: I come in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When you blow me, you feel good.
Boy: "Nose."
Ms Neelam: I have a stiff shaft. My tip penetrates. I come with a quiver.
Boy: "Arrow."
Ms Neelam: What word starts with 'F' and ends 'K' that means a lot of heat and excitement?
Boy: "Firetruck."
Ms Neelam: What word starts with a 'F' and ends in a 'K' & if you don't get it you have to use your hand?
Boy: "Fork."
Ms Neelam: What is it that all men have one of, it's longer on some men than on others, the pope doesn't use his and a man gives it to his wife after they're married?
Boy: "Surname."
Ms Neelam: What part of the man has no bone but has muscles, has lots of veins, like pumping, & is responsible for making love?
Boy: "Heart."
The principal breathed a sigh of relief and said to the teacher, "Send this Boy to College... I got the last ten questions all wrong..................
Friday, August 1, 2008
" HINDI MAGBABAGO "
Dear Mommy,
I know I was wrong to yell at you and because I lost my temper the last time we spoke. You might not like my blog because of the contents that I had posted, but this is the only way that I might be able to communicate with you and maybe this way you will realize your mistakes. You know for a fact that you never agreed with me whenever I suggest anything to you, and you never realized that you always never believed in me especially when Ryan was alive. People always say it’s because I was never raised by you that’s why your world only revolved around Ryan. I was never jealous of Ryan nor got mad at him, because whatever problem that we both have between us does not involved Ryan. I really loved my brother Ryan and he knows that for a fact, because I am the only one who gave him happiness and freedom before he died. I wish that I was the one who died instead of him, because I have more suffering and pain that I had kept to myself. If God will only permit me to change places with him, I will never hesitate to do so, because I am willing to sacrifice my life for him and you.
You might not understand my points of view in life, because you had been always in denial. I had learned to accept my mistakes in the past which I am proud to accept my mistakes and you know that for a fact that I am a complete changed man. But why are you going the wrong direction now with your life? Remember when Ryan was doing something wrong and you always have to correct and discipline him? You were doing your job as a mom. How come the world is turned upside down now when it comes to your issues, which I am only trying to correct them for you? You are supposed to be happy that I am only concerned for your life, because I am your only child alive. You cannot rely on our relatives to take care of you because it is my duty to take care of you especially now that Ryan is gone.
I had been away from you for so many years and that I had experienced my childhood without you by my side. Now that it is time to spend the rest of your life with me, why do you not want me? You know for a fact that we both have a missing part in our life that is why we should stick together. The last time we spoke, I only want to compromise with you and to comfort you, but we both failed to communicate with each other the right way. I am still willing to compromise with you if you are willing to do so. Therefore, I hope that someday you will consider me as your own son and that you will really prove that you love me, the way I love you no matter what and who you are. My love for you ay “HINDI MAGBABAGO” and will never fade away no matter what........
YOUR LOVING SON,
DANNYBOY
P.S. Attached here is a music video that I created and I hope that you will listen to the words (by Randy Santiago) very closely.
I know I was wrong to yell at you and because I lost my temper the last time we spoke. You might not like my blog because of the contents that I had posted, but this is the only way that I might be able to communicate with you and maybe this way you will realize your mistakes. You know for a fact that you never agreed with me whenever I suggest anything to you, and you never realized that you always never believed in me especially when Ryan was alive. People always say it’s because I was never raised by you that’s why your world only revolved around Ryan. I was never jealous of Ryan nor got mad at him, because whatever problem that we both have between us does not involved Ryan. I really loved my brother Ryan and he knows that for a fact, because I am the only one who gave him happiness and freedom before he died. I wish that I was the one who died instead of him, because I have more suffering and pain that I had kept to myself. If God will only permit me to change places with him, I will never hesitate to do so, because I am willing to sacrifice my life for him and you.
You might not understand my points of view in life, because you had been always in denial. I had learned to accept my mistakes in the past which I am proud to accept my mistakes and you know that for a fact that I am a complete changed man. But why are you going the wrong direction now with your life? Remember when Ryan was doing something wrong and you always have to correct and discipline him? You were doing your job as a mom. How come the world is turned upside down now when it comes to your issues, which I am only trying to correct them for you? You are supposed to be happy that I am only concerned for your life, because I am your only child alive. You cannot rely on our relatives to take care of you because it is my duty to take care of you especially now that Ryan is gone.
I had been away from you for so many years and that I had experienced my childhood without you by my side. Now that it is time to spend the rest of your life with me, why do you not want me? You know for a fact that we both have a missing part in our life that is why we should stick together. The last time we spoke, I only want to compromise with you and to comfort you, but we both failed to communicate with each other the right way. I am still willing to compromise with you if you are willing to do so. Therefore, I hope that someday you will consider me as your own son and that you will really prove that you love me, the way I love you no matter what and who you are. My love for you ay “HINDI MAGBABAGO” and will never fade away no matter what........
YOUR LOVING SON,
DANNYBOY
P.S. Attached here is a music video that I created and I hope that you will listen to the words (by Randy Santiago) very closely.
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