"MOVING ON"

People told me to move on and forget about Marinel... But how can I easily forget some one I love so much that I would rather die without her in my life??????? In a way, people are right, but just because Marinel broke my heart it doesn't mean that I have to move on and forget about her... What I can do is put myself on check so my mind would focus to do the right thing to try to fix everything, and then maybe I will win Marinel's heart again...

Marinel is now with a guy who I know she does not love him at all.... She just have no choice but to be with him for now to return a favor she owes him... I was so heart broken when she made that choice, but I understand her because it was for her freedom... I Know for a fact that somehow Marinel still has a little love for me, but she just won't admit that she still loves me... She is full of hatred and she is confused right now because of the tragedy that we experienced.....

That is why it is so hard for me to move on and forget about Marinel. I will be moving on to find a solution to our situation enable to try to win her heart and to make up for what had happend to us. I owe a lot to Marinel and I have to pay her back, because when I was stressed out about my mom, Marinel would always comfort me and she really showed me how much she really loved me. Despite of all the problems we had in our relationship, all those problem we had can be eliminated by our love for one another.

I can't move on without Marinel in my life, because I really love her so much and I can't convince my heart to find someone else instead. My heart is so stucked with Marinel, that even when I dated some one else or look at another girl, I only have Marinel on my mind. My mind always tells me, that girl is not Marinel and that girl is not like Marinel. That's why I will die loving Marinel for the rest of my life with or without her.

"MANNY PAQUIAO AND JINKY"

GRANDMA STORY






I bump in to Manny Pacquiao's wife Jinky, and Jinky was so happy because she and Manny is planning to have another baby, and Jinky had ask Manny what name should they name their baby. Manny said: let’s combine our name and name our baby “MANKY”…

I told Jinky that I am so happy for Manny and her, and I can’t wait to say when I see their baby, OH!!!! HERE'S MY LITTLE MANKY!!!!! COME HERE MANKY!!!!
JUMP MANKY!!!! I HAVE A BANANA PUDDING FOR YOU MY BABY MANKY!!!!

"FLASHBACK" (continuation part 4)

I was living the crazy life that I never thought it would end, and I was spending my money left and right crazy just for pleasure, but not for drugs, gambling or women, because I never tried or used drugs up to this day. Yes, some of my friends used drugs but I never used, because I was only into the money. I was spending my money on foods, cars, shopping and living crazy, and that is why I had a house, Benz 300sd, Nissan Z, Porsche 914, Bmw M3 and a “Toyota MR2” which I had a lot of experience with since Eleanor. I even bought this expensive mountain bike which cost me $2,000.00 just for the bike not including the bike rack for my car, house and other gear that a biker needs. Every time I go out I never go anywhere without my friends and we would always hang around at the beach or at the malls. I love the beaches in California, because when you are there its crazy, fun and relaxing. Why? Because, the beaches in California are very beautiful and you would see a lot of beautiful women wearing hardly bikinis that bares their whole body that you can imagine that they are not even wearing anything at all, and it’s really just fun being there. We rode our bikes on the trails from Venice beach to Redondo Beach for miles and when we reach Redondo we would just relax for awhile and eat lobsters and other seafood of our choice, then after that we would ride our bikes again to head back to Venice beach where we park our cars, then after that we would either hang around at the mall or at my house eating and playing video games with my friends.

I was married in love with this innocent nice girl, and we have a beautiful daughter which I had a problem baby sitting myself because I was young and stupid to know how to baby sit. Unfortunately because I was still goofing around instead of just making sure to live a simple life with my family, I still did my ways wrong and eventually end up costing my house and my life that I had built for nothing in Los Angeles. Even though I mess up, my wife stood by me no matter what I am or whatever happened to our life in Los Angeles. When I met my wife, I stop being a player and I was not getting involve with any other girl or getting any other girl pregnant because I was really in love with her and even if I see lots of beautiful women at the beaches or anywhere I go, I would just look and have fun dreaming awake. I guess once a person is settled and found true love the person tends to be content. Yes, I stopped being player because I was happy and content with my wife. Whenever I go to the beach or the clubs I always take my wife to make sure that she knows that I was not messing around, and because I was proud to have her as my wife. When I met my wife she was beautiful, innocent, humble, quite, old fashion and she would just go along with whatever I want just to satisfy me, and she never minded my business with whatever I was doing on making money. My wife lived in San Jose California before we got married which was 6 hours drive from Los Angeles and I would drive to San Jose just to court her every week end. I loved my wife so much that I could not stand not seeing her or not hearing her voice on the phone, so eventually I just had to force her to elope with me, and so she did.

(to be continue)