"HAPPY"

Marinel and I was so happy together all the time that I thought that our happiness would never end.... Marinel and I did everything together all the time and we were so attached with each other 24 hours a day.... We ate together, we slept together, we bath together, we cuddle together and I really took care of Marinel all the time......What ever she wants I gave it to her..... What ever she tells me to do, I did it for her.... I really spoiled Marinel so much that a lot of people told me not to do so.... I never listen nor care for anyone except Marinel, because I am so in love with her that my heart would be broken into pieces if I loose her...

I get crazy and paranoid if I know Marinel does not feel well and whenever she's in a bad mood.... I always try to find a way to satisfy her.... I even forgot to takecare of myself because I was always busy taking care of Marinel.... I was so protective on Marinel that I would get crazy whenever her ex boyfriends tries to get back with her and whenever a guy tries to hook up with her.... I can't blame Marinel, because she is so beautiful that a guy would always have interest to hook up with her....

I guess whatever I did to myself on how to deal with Marinel, it was my happiness.... I was happy to always takecare of Marinel, because it was my way on how to show how much I really love her... People told me that I was wrong, but I did not listen. But now? I came to realized that I should have never spoiled Marinel. I guess in a way they were right, because I came to realized that no matter how you takecare of some one you love, if he or she trully loves you that person would always be there for you no matter what, even if you don't spoil that person.... Taking care of some one you love usually will be worthless if that person you love does not really appreciate what you do for that person.....