"MOVING ON"

People told me to move on and forget about Marinel... But how can I easily forget some one I love so much that I would rather die without her in my life??????? In a way, people are right, but just because Marinel broke my heart it doesn't mean that I have to move on and forget about her... What I can do is put myself on check so my mind would focus to do the right thing to try to fix everything, and then maybe I will win Marinel's heart again...

Marinel is now with a guy who I know she does not love him at all.... She just have no choice but to be with him for now to return a favor she owes him... I was so heart broken when she made that choice, but I understand her because it was for her freedom... I Know for a fact that somehow Marinel still has a little love for me, but she just won't admit that she still loves me... She is full of hatred and she is confused right now because of the tragedy that we experienced.....

That is why it is so hard for me to move on and forget about Marinel. I will be moving on to find a solution to our situation enable to try to win her heart and to make up for what had happend to us. I owe a lot to Marinel and I have to pay her back, because when I was stressed out about my mom, Marinel would always comfort me and she really showed me how much she really loved me. Despite of all the problems we had in our relationship, all those problem we had can be eliminated by our love for one another.

I can't move on without Marinel in my life, because I really love her so much and I can't convince my heart to find someone else instead. My heart is so stucked with Marinel, that even when I dated some one else or look at another girl, I only have Marinel on my mind. My mind always tells me, that girl is not Marinel and that girl is not like Marinel. That's why I will die loving Marinel for the rest of my life with or without her.