"PUPPET"

It has been 36th days now since I got kicked out of my mom’s house and since I had spoken to her. My mom really doesn’t care about my situation or what ever happens to me. When my brother was alive she always worries about him and she would not allow my brother to live uncomfortable. She would always worry about what to feed my brother or how his conditions were all the time. She could not even last 1 week of not speaking to my brother whenever they had an argument. For me, it’s a whole different world and I had to live with it ever since, just because I was never raised by her and because she never forgave my dad, It’s like I’m only a piece of garbage to her.

Every time she had a problem with my brother, sister in law or my stepfather, she would always call me so she could release her feelings, and I would only listen and comfort her all the time, because I was never allowed to suggest anything to her. She could not see that I was always there to listen during her stressful days, because I am only her puppet. She can’t even see and accept my concern for her now, and I had been patient for so many years. Yet, no matter what she does to me I still love her and I am not willing to give up on her. She is my mother, but I am also her son who doesn’t deserve what I went through with her.

Eventually, I know for a fact that this situation will all end, but I just hope that things will change for our best interest. I just don’t know when that will happen, but I will be strong and not give up no matter what people say that I handled my situation wrong or even my reputation is tarnish or I had rebuke some people, as long as I made my mom change her ways and save my mom from destroying her life.