" FLASHBACK "(continuation part 2)

Eventually I worked with my dad instead because I had no degree and that was my only option instead of working for fast-food restaurants or at the mall. I had fun working with my dad anyway, which I never regret because he thought me how to become a good salesman, and because of my dad’s teaching I was able to become a salesman of the month, until I got hook up with the dealership owner’s daughter that I was working for. I started goofing around again and my mind was only concentrating on her all the time, and her name was Eleanor and YUP!!!! I fell in love with her, because she was beautiful, sweet, and very nice and we had fun together all the time. I was so in love with her I thought I was going to end up marrying Eleanor, but her mom was so strict and never like me because of who I am and I had other girlfriends beside Eleanor. Although I had other girlfriends, I was only in love with Eleanor and she knows that herself. I showed her how much I was deeply in love with her, but because I was a player I mess up eventually. Yes, I mess up because I was goofing around and I met someone else and end up living in with this other girl that I got pregnant. Although, I was living in with this other girl, Eleanor never gave up on me and I was also still in love with her and we would see each other a lot which I got lazy selling cars. I was so stupid that I did not know what to do because I was so confuse and one day her mom talked to me and I thought she was only going to lecture me and to tell me to stay away from her daughter. When her mom talked to me, she only asked me to make a choice between her daughter and the other girl that I was living with. Like I said I was stupid at that time to make any choice and so I chose not to pick her daughter.

After that, I never heard from Eleanor again which my heart was so ripped and I continued to goof around, and that’s the time I got involve with a gang called “DIABLO”, a well known bunch of matured gang members in Los Angeles which is an allies of Satanas Gang. I was the first youngest member to be accepted by the gang, because usually they would only want an older member. I got lazy being a salesman and I started to like the life that I had became back then, and after a year later I found out that Eleanor was sent to another country after the choice that I had made between Eleanor and the other girl. I was told that Eleanor had an abortion because their family did not want to keep the baby because it was mine and because of the situation. Her mom made the right decision to keep her daughter away from me, but they were wrong to have my baby aborted. I was stupid back then, but I would have picked her daughter if I knew she was pregnant. I really loved Eleanor and I was willing to marry her if I was only given a chance and if I was not deprived from knowing the truth.

(to be continue)